Gold fish and all that.....

And so we go on.....

OK so where were we...oh yes blood everywhere my daughter still born at 19 weeks and 1 day and my wife still pumping blood like a fire engine....Consultant's called and withing minutes he's assessed the situation and calling form a trauma team.....no b****Y anesthetist, surely there's more than one in the hospital...next thing we're running, nee sprinting to the nearest OR some two floors above us in another building...lifts corridors, lifts and stairs stand between us and saving the woman I love so much.......... 

We make it and then I'm shut out...sorry no family allowed in OR....four hours later in a scene from something like ER my wife is saved having had 8 yes eight pints of blood/saline put back into her....by this time I'm pulling what little hair I had out at the frustration of not knowing what was going on and living on a diet of hospital coffee and mars bars and I don't even like the darn things..... 

Sorry guys have to be more next time, painful.....